Back in Virginia, summers for kids meant doing nothing. The
neighborhood kids would loiter around all day, jumping on trampolines and
drinking grape soda (though to be fair there seemed to be quite a bit of that
during the school year too). Here in the Bay Area, summers are apparently when
the true nature of parenting declares itself. During the school year, I can
pretend that everyone else is normal, that all the other kids leaving school
are also heading home to eat snacks and play. In reality, they’re probably all
being shuttled off by ride services or grandparents to various lessons, but I
don’t have to know that.
Then January hits, and with it circulated spreadsheets of
camps. Well-intentioned parents coordinate summer schedules six months in
advance, so they can get their kids and their kids’ friends into all the best
camps before they fill up. The assumption on these calendars seems to be that
every week should be booked, with either a camp or a transcontinental vacation.
No wonder people say having more kids is too expensive—if you assume properly
raising your kids includes flying them to Australia for vacation and shelling
out $500-plus for sports camps at Stanford, it would be tough to have four (the
two most common comments I get from strangers when out with all the kids are, “wow,
you’re brave”—in a near-sarcastic, not encouraging, tone of voice—and “your
husband must be rich”—which I find offensive on several levels).
The sheer options of camps has left me mostly in a state of
paralysis of choice: every swim club and park has its version of a tennis-swim-arts
combination camp; there are lego camps to promote citizenship, engineering, or
themed along popular movies; every conceivable type of science, engineering,
coding, visual arts, theater, dance, and sport camp is being run somewhere
within a short radius of our house.
At heart, I would like to put our older kids in a few camps;
the summer seems like a good time to get them to try some new things with
short-term commitments, and some variety of routine may be good. But I think
the reason I feel subliminally stressed by this whole venture has more to do
with the undercurrent of the culture here. The way people approach summers
seems to say that parenting is about out-sourcing and optimization. You
outsource their care and teaching to specialized experts. You outsource their
socio-emotional learning, their skill sets, their cognitive development, all
according to the most recent research. You optimize their time, with never a
wasted week. You optimize through comparative analysis, seeing what other
parents are doing. In the end, you optimize for outcome, assuming you can
maneuver your kids into success by controlling the right variables.
I don’t think I believe that. I believe parenting happens at
home, where the difficult decisions aren’t which lego camp to put them in, but
how to help a middle child develop self-confidence, or a strong-willed child
learn to be a servant. I believe the most important things I want to teach my
kids—values, worldviews, character; not just knowledge and skills—are best
learned by modeling at home. I don’t think parenting is about optimization, but
shepherding. Imputing skills so they can navigate a system for outward success
isn’t as important as knowing them deeply, in every stage, and understanding
how to reach and guide them in ways they need. Ultimately, I think about what I
want for them in their lives—would it be nice if they went to an elite school?
Yeah, I guess so; but what is more
important is that they love and follow Jesus, that they marry the right person,
that they grow in character (and when I think it’s crazy I’m thinking about
colleges, I remember that line from Semple’s book Where’d You Go, Bernadette:
“Let me rock it straight: the first stop on this crazy train is Kindergarten
Junction, and nobody gets off until it pulls into Harvard Station”).
I think the conclusion we’ve come to is: spend no more than
half the summer with the older two in camps. Go for low-key camps, not
necessarily the most competitive or popular, based mostly on interest, though
it’s okay for us to require one for the sake of pushing them to try new things.
But mostly, I’m trying not to get sucked into this extremely pervasive sense of
pressure and stress, which takes some level of conscious effort. It’s probably
good preparation for the future.